It started raining last Monday and I haven't seen a blue sky since
then. Luckily, I love rainy weather! Not so luckily... rainy days are
harder because nobody wants to talk to us on the streets, and nobody
will let us in because they think they'll get sick if they let us in,
ha.
Last Monday, we went to Memento Park, where they keep a bunch of
statues of communist leaders. Supposedly you're encouraged to disrespect
them, since they're communists, so we got some good pictures playing
with the statues.
One cold, rainy evening, Péter was scrolling through Facebook, when
he saw a post about the Book of Mormon. He became interested and found
out about the Gospel Library App. He downloaded it and read some things.
At first he thought, "This is nonsense!" but as he continued reading,
his curiosity grew and his heart started to change. He was so intrigued
that he looked for more information online. He found himself on mormon.org/hu,
where he saw a prompt that said, "Talk with local missionaries using
our chat function!" He typed out a message and sent it off.
Change Scene
Elder Burnett, the referral secretary for the Hungary/România
Mission, had just finished up a major assignment in the office, and
decided to take a look at the referral manager. He was pleasantly
surprised when he saw a message from a man named Péter, asking about the
Book of Mormon and the people who read it. Unfortunately, Péter sent
his message late last night, when nobody was in the office. Elder
Burnett sent an email, explaining a bit about the Book of Mormon and the
members of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and asked
what sparked Péter's interest about the Church and offered to meet up
sometime to gift him a copy of the book.
A response from Péter quickly followed. Péter explained how he
found out about the Book of Mormon and asked to meet ASAP.
Unfortunately, Péter lived in a village about 20 kilometers outside of
Budapest. The two parties agreed to meet using Facebook video-chat and
set a time.
Hahaha I don't have enough time to keep writing in that style, so
I'm going to just tell you all what happened. Péter met with us through
video-chat and we had an awesome discussion. He was so excited about
what we talked about, that he wanted to meet the next morning as well,
but in person! The next day, he took a train to Buda just to meet with
us. We had yet another amazing discussion, gave him his own copy of the
Book of Mormon, and by the end he had agreed to come co Church, read the
book and pray about it. After he left, we were just dumbfounded and the
seemingly perfect person with whom we just met. He seemed so prepared
and we were so certain that he would progress and be baptized within
weeks!
The next day, we logged into Facebook to do our online proselyting
(Elder Udy and I have been assigned as Facebook missionaries- we
proselyte online for an hour each day and manage the official page for
the Church in Hungary) and I saw a response from Péter.
"I got my answer. The Book of Mormon is a wonderful book, and it
has opened a lot of opportunities before me, but none of those are
within your church."
Heart=broken
I tried everything that I could to hang onto him. I sent him links,
bore testimony, made promises, and shared personal experiences to try
to convince Péter to keep searching for the truth and to keep talking
with us. He replied simply with, "Best of luck. Thank you for
everything."
I was just filled with confusion. What did Péter read, see or do
that convinced him to spin a 180 on us like that? What did we do wrong?
What more could we have done? If he really read and prayed about it, why
didn't Moroni's promise come to fruition? These questions have pestered
me all week.
Everyone has agency. Everyone is in a different place in their own
personal mortal journey. I'm still looking for answers to those
questions, but I think that the thing that has brought me the most peace
is knowing that God has a plan for each and every one of us and He is
perfectly aware of each of our personal situations. He knows where each
and every one of us are in our journey. We just don't have that
knowledge. We can't see the whole picture like He can. Sometimes things
don't work out the way that we expect, but that doesn't make God unfair.
That doesn't make him unaware or unjust or unkind. He just simply knows
what we need better than we do. I think that maybe I needed to have
this experience with Péter in order to understand this better.
A combination of the weather and disappointments like these caused
me to feel a bit blue this week, and that feeling blue lead me to really
reflect on some important things. Thanksgiving is one of my favorite
holidays, and I think that it came at just the right time for me this
year. In the midst of my confusion and blues, I couldn't help but think
about how blessed I am. A year ago on the 22nd, I had my surgery. I'm
blessed to be back in Hungary serving as a missionary again. I'm blessed
to have a family who loves and supports me. I'm blessed to know what I
know about God and about Jesus Christ and about the Holy Ghost and about
life in general. I have direction, I have peace, I have help from the
Savior. I have running water, I have adequate clothing to keep me warm, I
have a bed that I can sleep in at night. I could go on forever, really.
Thinking about how blessed I am, rather than how disappointed I was,
made such a difference this week.
Count your blessings and you really will be surprised!
Other highlights of the week:
-Elder McCann gave me a haircut and did a great job!
-We Had a beautifully prepared, delicious Thanksgiving meal with the Russells. I felt like I was home!
-We went Christmas caroling and saw a lot of great success with that, despite the fact that it's still November
-We found a new restaurant that's super cheap, super close, and super Hungarian
I hope you all have a wonderful week! Think about your blessings,
especially during this season. As we prepare for Christmas, we will feel
more gratitude as we focus on the Savior and all that He has given to
us. His atoning sacrifice for us is the greatest gift ever given.
Have a great week!
Elder Burnett